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Sigh…I have too much pride in myself than to stay silent and have this person demean me but after I say my piece, I feel dumbed down. Maybe I should never have sunk to her level. There’s a fine line between right and wrong especially when it involves family vs non.  I wish I had the patience to just turn the other cheek. But I’m tired of taking all this stupid shit- I can’t just let it go. I always felt like fighting was never the answer, but this is on another level. =\

My: I haven’t given up on you. Please know that. Things are hard now but it will get better and you will see that there’s always a challenge in every aspect of life. Get thru it and you will love what you were fighting for even more.

<3 How blessed I am to have you in my life. I guess that saying holds true, “Nothing worth having ever comes easy.”   Cheesy, I know. But I am a cheeseball. But man, did not know it would be this hard. The worst feeling is putting him in that tough position. I would say for him not to get involved, but he is very much clearly involved. =\