On a brighter note, Logan finally sleeps through the night. Not always. But one night is all I need to catch up on sleep. Feels amazing … AMAZINGGGGG to get 5-7 hours of sleep w him home. And he is approaching five months but I am barely just beginning to feel physically normal again. The aches and pains of pregnancy and post-preg are all gone. Pregnancy def is not just a nine month thing. Feels like a little over a year struggle that you can’t wait to recover from. Logan is starting to babble and want to crawl. We hear and witness babies doing these things all the time. But when it’s your own kid- it’s definitely crazy. So exciting!! My heart just melts. <3 I miss his newborn size already.
Quick post. Mother’s day was uneventful. My mom did laundry all day and I watched Logan.
Things have been morbidly depressing around me lately. Trying to stay positive and strong. My mother says I have changed so much since I have met My. I don’t know. She says my light has gone. I used to be so focused, motivated, and more silly- happy. Secure. She says she notices my insecurity, my easy-to-anger mood, and frustration.
Is it true? I don’t know. Could be. For both of us. True both ways. Oh well. Logan is my light. I live for him. My mom encourages me to hang more w the homies. She will babysit so me and My can have some fun. She doesn’t deserve the shit I’ve put her through. Though I regret many things I have done the past two years and my mom swears she is up and gone, she always is there to catch me or offer love - unconditional love. I feel miserable that she is unhappy thinking I am unhappy. Usually I can feel content knowing the storm will someday pass. But for this time around, I’m not so sure it will ever let up. I am lost.
One of these days these boots are gonna walk all over you…
I’m sure I’m not the only one praying for your swift death. Just to end people’s sufferings.
I stole this from jess. It’s a bit extreme, but I know how she feels.
Two brothers from Chechnya. That was the official word early morning on Friday April 19th, 2013 as to who were behind the Boston marathon bombings. “Chechens.”
So, naturally, who do some brilliant citizens of the United States of America blame? The CZECH REPUBLIC, of course!
Here are those…
Leo horoscope for Apr 21 2013
It is hard to put a smile on your face when you are feeling badly - especially when your mood is caused by the way someone is treating you or oppressing you. But that’s exactly when you need to smile the most… when you need to remain positive and upbeat and motivated to be happy. If you are dealing with a worrisome situation now, Leo, put a big, bold smile on your face, and fake it until you make it, because you will make it. You will rise above, you will prove your mettle, and you will thrive.
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Jamie Foxx attended the MTV Movie Awards on Sunday night to accept the 2013 Generation Award. He did so while wearing a shirt that had the phrase “kNOw Justice” above photos of Trayvon Martin and the Newtown kids.
Many intelligent humans would view Jamie Foxx’s shirt as a way a celebrity can…
Thanks for the comments Roxanne!
And sorry ahead of time to anyone that reads my entries. My previous posts are rambles. Unedited and full of grammatical and other errors lolll. eek
Leo Jan 5 2013
As January unfolds, Leo, you will have the amazing opportunity to overcome a fear or a hurt that has gripped you for a long, long time, and has held you back from so much in life. This will require you to take a long look back and to come to terms with some condition of your earlier life that you wish were more idyllic. It will require you to recognize and acknowledge that you deserved better, and that whatever it is that burdens you, it was not your fault. If you can move beyond this - no matter your age or your current place in life - you will experience amazing happiness in the year ahead.
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